I have no words to describe the pain i'm feeling right now. I feel so hurt, so sad, so disappointed. If I could, I would just delete the previous post. But, just like in life, we cannot change and erase the past. It's part of us and we have to deal with it. A few days ago I got a message from a friend. Actually, she was never a friend. It was the first thing I read that morning. I didn't really understand it and after I thought it was a joke. And then, it was like a bomb fell upon my head. A very unexpected revelation. Lies. It hurts so much. Even after a few days, after thinking a lot about it and try to digest it, it still hurts the same. I feel so humiliated and so stupid. For believing in the wrong things. And people. I will never forgive them. But it's life and we have to move on. Everything happens for a reason. These situations teach us a lot. I just have to look them in the eyes once more and ask why. And then I will close this chapter. It will be very hard but I will just keep my head up and go through this. Sooner or later this sad situation will just be a bad memory. And I will move on with my life and focus on my goals. Above everything I feel in peace with myself and all my actions and this is an amazing feeling that nothing or nobody can change. And I just hope that someday, both of them can ever know what this is. Some chapters of our life are meant to be closed. The way they are closed may teach us a lot. It hurts so much. But I will move on and open the next one, i'm sure it will bring me new amazing things.
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